hi, i'm a music junkie

No, I’m not referencing the popular song from Haddaway (although I do love A Night at the Roxbury).
No, I’m talking about that gut feeling that you know that you have unconditional affection for one person alone.
What does that feel like?
Let me describe how I’m feeling:
I feel like I can tell you everything in my life. I can trust you. I love it when you compliment me. I want to kiss you every time I see you, without caring about the gross but sensual PDA. I want to have you by my side. I’m proud to have you with me, even if we’re not “together”.
That’s the part that sucks; the fact that even though we act like we’re together, we’re not a couple. But I feel like we might as well be one anyways.
I clearly care about you. I’ve told you this before, and I think I make it perfectly clear every time I see you.
But I want to see the REAL you. I want you to know that you can trust me.
So that brings me back to my original point: what is love?
Love is usually defined as that feeling of not want, but NEED for that one person. You can’t even imagine what life would be like without that person in your life.
I’m going to close by saying this: I thank God every time I pray that I have you in my life. I don’t know why, but He’s blessed me so much by putting you here. I don’t know if it’s love, but can you just give us a chance?

Why can’t you see that you’re a part of me? I want you to kiss me, hold my hand, and tell me everything will be okay.
I can talk to you the way I’m afraid to talk to others. You don’t judge me, you don’t complain. You always listen to me, and remember things I told you MONTHS ago. You hold me like you don’t want to let go.
You give me hope when I’m sad, I can tell you anything going on in my life. You don’t get bored when I talk too much.
I want to have an adventure with you. I want US. It feels so right when we’re together. You’re my missing puzzle piece.
You care about me. You’re one of my best friends. You think I’m beautiful because I’m ME.
You just make me so happy.
Words can’t even begin to describe how I REALLY feel about you. You are amazing, funny, cute, kind, caring, a best friend, a lover, and I could go on for DAYS.
You are one of the most amazing carefree people I’ve ever met. You’re so chill, but spontaneous and surprising. You can calm me down even when Im freaking out.
I think about you every day. The way you kissed me and I didn’t even see it coming. The way you hold me. The way you listen and care.

You make me feel like I’m loved even when I’m at my loneliest. I miss your face every day I’m away from you.
I’m even crying of happiness while writing this.
I thank God every time I pray that I have you in my life, and I wonder how I got so lucky to have you here.

bradyszuhaj:

Is this more than you bargained for yet?

Oh, don’t mind me

I’m watching you two from the closet-

wishing to be the friction

in your jeans.

Isn’t it messed up,

how I’m just dying to be him?

I’m just a notch

in your bedpost

but you’re just

a line in a song.

Living with them is like living with 2 angry roommates. One is just living and the other one HAS to complain about what they’re doing. Then the first one has to say “leave me the fuck alone” when OBVIOUSLY they’re not going to. Then there’s the whole back and forth “he said-she said” bullshit.
People have to realize that you can’t go through life hating your significant other just cause you’re married for 30-something years. Marriage is a promise to another person to stay with them no matter how annoying as fuck they are. It’s your own fault if you’re miserable. GET OVER IT, GOD DAMMIT!